Moving On

Welp... I got an email late yesterday evening informing me that I did not get the job.

And for a brief moment I was disappointed. I felt the twinge of insecurity because I wasn't chosen, even after they hounded me to apply.

But then I remembered that I'm working with an app to bring workouts to this site, that I'll have an easy way for you to access everything and where I can train people one on one easily.

I realized how stressed out I had been thinking about how little I would see my family working two jobs away from home. How angry it would make me to be so removed from the cornerstones of my life. How my babies are already velcroed to me when I am home because I work for 10 hours a day. How my husband and I are obsessed with each other and need quality time regularly to feel at peace.

So many important pieces of my life would have suffered if I had gotten and taken that job.

For now then, I'm going to keep working on building a solid routine for myself with my workouts and this website. I'm going to keep focusing energy on efficient ways I can coach clients that benefit all parties involved.

I'm going to keep being vulnerable and keep showing up and eventually one day everything will be the way it is in my head. Maybe even better